Thank you, my dear Jeva...
Jan. 8th, 2008 05:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
candylandI was talking with jeva_chan earlier. marsdejahthoris posted a new fic on ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
manycases1truth, and all her stuff is pretty hard-core awesome. And so I read it, and so I felt the usual rush of awe and petty jealousy as when I read her stuff. Yes, I am a petty bitch like that. Yes, I admit to it.
And yes, I suck at expressing my admiration for people. I read stuff by people like Ellen andickaimp and ysabet and tons more (all of whom are freakin' awesome, in case you didn't know), and I just want to go "ASDLKGJLASDJ FANGIRL!" If I try to express said admiration, I wind up feeling like a total freak, or I get paranoid about sounding like a stalker or something.
jeva_chan, darling that she is, told me that I'm not a freak. Until I plagiarize the LJ bio, entries, comments, and fanfic posts of a fan-writer who has recently died of breast cancer (and then try to tell everyone that I did it because she wanted me to), I am not a freak. This person, however, IS.
...I feel a little bit better about myself now. No matter how awkward I might be (and I'm pretty sure I am awkward), I've got nothing on that guy. Nothing at all. I mean...holy buckets, Batman.
jeva_chan earlier. marsdejahthoris posted a new fic on manycases1truth, and all her stuff is pretty hard-core awesome. And so I read it, and so I felt the usual rush of awe and petty jealousy as when I read her stuff. Yes, I am a petty bitch like that. Yes, I admit to it.And yes, I suck at expressing my admiration for people. I read stuff by people like Ellen and
ickaimp and ysabet and tons more (all of whom are freakin' awesome, in case you didn't know), and I just want to go "ASDLKGJLASDJ FANGIRL!" If I try to express said admiration, I wind up feeling like a total freak, or I get paranoid about sounding like a stalker or something.jeva_chan, darling that she is, told me that I'm not a freak. Until I plagiarize the LJ bio, entries, comments, and fanfic posts of a fan-writer who has recently died of breast cancer (and then try to tell everyone that I did it because she wanted me to), I am not a freak. This person, however, IS....I feel a little bit better about myself now. No matter how awkward I might be (and I'm pretty sure I am awkward), I've got nothing on that guy. Nothing at all. I mean...holy buckets, Batman.