I want to hide...
Apr. 18th, 2007 09:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
candylandSo I'm in charge of the choir today.
By myself.
All alone.
Flying solo.
...[insert swear word of your choice here.]
Choir starts in fifteen minutes, and I'm about sick to my stomach. It's not that I can't direct--I can do that. It's more the fact that it's my first time in front of the full choir here, and I'll be completely alone because my coop is on the committee for interviewing a new principal, so he's out of the room for most of the day. That, and the fact that I can't play the parts on the piano worth a crap. If I even had someone to play parts, I'd be about fifty times less freaked out than I am now. The only true saving grace is that it's a shortened class period--we have an early out and an inservice today. So instead of muddling through fifty minutes, I only have to muddle through twenty-nine minutes.
Plus, PK is coming to observe me tomorrow in front of the high school choir. Which will be my second time in front of the full choir. And I really don't know what he wants me to do with them. And he's not here right now for me to discuss it with him.
I'm about ready to cry. So check back later to see if I manage, or if I crash and burn.
I think I want to teach elementary school...
By myself.
All alone.
Flying solo.
...[insert swear word of your choice here.]
Choir starts in fifteen minutes, and I'm about sick to my stomach. It's not that I can't direct--I can do that. It's more the fact that it's my first time in front of the full choir here, and I'll be completely alone because my coop is on the committee for interviewing a new principal, so he's out of the room for most of the day. That, and the fact that I can't play the parts on the piano worth a crap. If I even had someone to play parts, I'd be about fifty times less freaked out than I am now. The only true saving grace is that it's a shortened class period--we have an early out and an inservice today. So instead of muddling through fifty minutes, I only have to muddle through twenty-nine minutes.
Plus, PK is coming to observe me tomorrow in front of the high school choir. Which will be my second time in front of the full choir. And I really don't know what he wants me to do with them. And he's not here right now for me to discuss it with him.
I'm about ready to cry. So check back later to see if I manage, or if I crash and burn.
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Date: 2007-04-18 04:28 pm (UTC)