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[candyland]

Stressed.

So stressed.

Like "ready to throw up" stressed.

Choir concert tomorrow.

Not ready.

Want to cry.

So much to do.

Help...

*crawls into the first available lap and curls up*

EDIT: Okay. I've calmed down a little bit. Got a few things done, and am currently scribbling out more of a fic in the back of my notebook. Might knit a few rows as well. Just...doing things to keep myself calm and focused. I have students coming for lessons next period.



I began ordering stuff for Christmas last night. I know, I know...I said I would wait until Friday. But my sister's birthday gift was one of the things I wanted to order, and I wanted to make sure it got to her at least around her birthday.

I don't know if I posted about this here before or not, but I found the PERFECT GIFT for my father while randomly browsing on Amazon. He loves Snoopy and Charlie Brown and the whole gang, so I really think this will go over well. Best part is that it's a series of books. Dad's sort of hard to shop for, so we like to look for things like that to give him, where we can give him another boxed set or installment at each gift-giving occasion. So my intention is to give him these book sets one at a time. They'll be coming out for a long time, too, so I'll be covered for Dad for the next few years, I daresay :D

I also am a ham. As mentioned, Little Sister's getting a birthday present. She turns twenty on November 3rd, can you believe it? TWENTY! She made the comment that she got some Nancy Drew books for a gift one year...and no one ever got her anymore. So she's getting two of 'em for her birthday. Once they get here, I'm going to wrap them and ship them off to her with a card. I hope she likes them ^^;;

Mom's getting the first season of Numb3rs. The advent of the DVD has made shopping for my parents a LOT easier. I'm guessing Mom will also find some NCIS and Criminal Minds under the tree this year ;) Actually, wouldn't be surprised if there were some Simpsons and maybe Family Guy all wrapped up for Dad, too.

I also ordered gifts for the first two of my friends. Not telling who ;) But a couple of people are getting very spoiled this holiday season.

Next go-around (which will be in a couple of weeks) will be another gift for Mom and Dad--they recently discovered the TV show Monk (kaitodoushi, you like that show, don't you?), so I'm getting them the first season of that on DVD. It was actually my sister's idea, but she's doing all of her Christmas shopping when she goes to India in January. But I asked her if she wanted this to be from both of us, and she sort-of said yes. I'll ask again when she seems a little less distracted ^_^

Next go-around will also include Little Sister's gift of AWESOME THAT SHE HAD BETTER LOVE. I wavered about it for a while before deciding to go with the Guitar Hero II bundle set--comes with the game and the guitar controller. And I intend to bring my controller home so she and I can play each other :D Guitar Hero is really one of those games that's a lot more fun when you have more than one person *glomps kaitodoushi and bishonen_girl*



Also, my scalp really itches. I don't think I got all the shampoo or conditioner or something washed out of it. Itchy itchy itchy!! *flails

Okay, have calmed down. Wow, that turned out long. Oh well--I feel a little bit better. Back to work!

Comments

[chakrus.livejournal.com]

The best thing you can do is endure. Do as much as you can, ignore theres a time limit on it and just do what you can. Then improvise the rest?

Getting yourself stressed and sick isn't going to help at all, it's hard the first time your under such pressure but you need to fight through it incase it happens again.

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks. I did some things to calm myself down, and now I feel better. I'm sure it'll be okay. And besides, my mentor told me that during his first concert, he thought it was god-awful. I might go bother him for a few minutes later today, just to make sure that I'm not totally crazy.

At least next time I'll have a better grasp on things and know more what I'm doing *takes a deep breath* I will make it.

[chakrus.livejournal.com]

and for after edit, I'd say that your holiday presents are sounding really planned out. Kudos for keeping =something= under control xD

and yeah, I vote wash your hair again and use less shampoo/conditioner and give it a good wash through. Might stop it itching, if it doesn't you might have to change the stuff you use.

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

It does feel really good to have something under control. Even if it's just spending lots of money XD And I like doing nice things for my friends :)

After school today, the first thing I'm doing is taking a shower and washing my hair. It's driving me NUTS. Only a few more hours...

[chakrus.livejournal.com]

I don't have that kind of self control over spending I wish I did I waste so much money.
...
Though, I won't say getting super paper mario instead of saving my money for another game was a waste 'cause thats a damn fun game.

Must be a pain to have to wash every.single.day. Since guys don't do that usually unless there out to impress someone.

[rasgos-76.livejournal.com]

*hugs* sry I didnt see this sonner *is at work atm*

TT^TT Try to think about today, not tomorrow, I know it's easier said than done, but when I stress over big events thats what I get told to do, if need be find someone to chat with (text) or LJ comment whore-ness to keep you focused on today. Concert is tommorow and you've done all you can do, so don't worry til tomorrow (if that makes any sense :?)

:/ if you ever feel that way feel free to text the hell out of me XD A couple of people I know do that when they feel stressed or overwhelmed *rapes* HEATHER LOVES YOU CANDY AND I WISH YOU TO BE HAPPY AND AS STRESS FREE AS POSSIBLE!!!

-I'll try to hang out on LJ as much as I can today, in case you need me ok?

[rasgos-76.livejournal.com]

AUGH!!! DAMN TYPOS! DX

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

*pets you and your typos*

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

It's okay! *hugstight* I'm at work too, actually... ^^;;

I'm feeling a little bit better now, but tomorrow...gah, I'm going to be freaking out. I know I will. I will be freaking out until after it's over.

:O I can text you? *g* CANDY LOVES HEATHER BACK AND WANTS HER TO BE HAPPY AND BOUNCY AND CHEERY AND TO PLAY LOTS AND LOTS OF NANCY DREW AND TO RAPE! *rapes you back*

Sorry I haven't been here for a bit. Been doing lessons. And I'll be taking off soon to head to the middle school for choir there. If they do as well today as they did on Monday...I might have to do a cartwheel for them 8D

[rasgos-76.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm home for the moment... DX I have to get together a bunch of crap for tonight;s class DXX

Well that's good that you're feeling better!!!! X3!!! though I wish you wouldn't freak out at all, it makes me worry.

Indeed you can text me |D *as unlimited texting* oh! I got sexy raped... Niiiiiiiice

I wanna see Candy do a cartwheel!!!

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

Aww... *pets some more*

Ehehe...I tend to freak out sometimes ~_~ And then I make emo-posts, which I regret ten minutes later when I've calmed down, but it's too late because I've already made half my f-list worried about me *ashamed face*

\o/ That makes for happy Candy! I have unlimited texting as well, and I do tend to text people at the most random opportunities. I give you my cell number: 712-574-2553

*does a cartwheel* There...happy? @_@ *falls over all dizzy-like*

[rasgos-76.livejournal.com]

lol I do the same... tis why I was gone for 4 days...*didn't want to make an emo post*

Whoooo!!!! it's awesome we have that much sexy texting! *saves number into phone* fuwahahahaha~ I should text you something so you'd get my number. :? so when's a good time for me to do that?

*tapes your cartwheel* Oh, damn, that was HOTT

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

I should do that instead of making everyone worry v_v

YAY! :D I'm home right now, although texting eez good anytime--I'm ninety-nine percent good about turning my phone to vibrate/off when I'm at school, so anytime is fine \o/ WAI! I get to annoy you with sexy text messages now!

...you're crazy XD But I love you inside.

[rasgos-76.livejournal.com]

But its not good to keep it all in :? make me worry worse about you~

I DIIIIDDDD now you has my number~

I is CRAZY GOOD!!! (like poptarts) Love me inside? what does that mean?

[alena_s_anigor.livejournal.com]

*hugs you* Think of it as something you just have to do and get over with. And tomorrow is going to be a new day and it'll be all over. Just take a few deep breaths, say "I can do this, dammit!" and go. Because I believe you can do it! *pumps fist* ♥

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

...well, tomorrow's the concert XD But FRIDAY will be a new day! And also a new quarter. Which means a totally new start for me and for the choir :)

It'll be okay. I think. I hope... *luffs on you*

[bishonen-girl.livejournal.com]

Come to think of it, I have not even started my Christmas shopping! Been to busy with the baby on the way. Hmm I should go and get that done in a few days. Well for a few ppl. ^_^

Wish I could make it too the Choir concert =( *hug* Just take care of yourself hon!

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

I've been planning it out for the last two weeks and calculating costs, just to make sure I'd have enough money set aside for all the things I want to get for people. Still have a couple of people I'm not sure about...

*hugs* It's okay. You take care of yourself too, you hear me?